Well, i don't know why i'm roped in to cook tomorrow.. cos maybe i've got nothing to do at all.. well, i don't know what bixia wants to cook, but the current menu is japanese curry chicken rice and okunomiyaki~ its the japanese pancake with vegetables in it.. recently, i was trying to find food in kitchen and i found the flour i bought from daiso.. i assumed its okunomiyaki's flour so i happily bought them and decided to use it.. and i do.. i remembered yoshi, from japan, once showed me how to cook that.. so i decided to toss and flip.. and you know what!! i did it with my first try!! *laughs* ... i was so happy!! anyway, i'm gonna do this stunt again tomorrow.. yay!! for those who wants to see, please come early to help or just see see also can... and best if you could learn how to toss and flip so that i won't always be the one doing it.. vincent ahh!! you said you can cook~ so the more you should come and practise toss and flip... come early!!
anyway, i went for a job interview at a physio clinic located at tras street... don't know how to get there.. took a cab.. i'm utterly broke now~ totally... well, somehow, i had this 'pressure' inside me which i got from my cousin.. he found this 'lobang' for me and somehow, he stick out his neck for me in this one.. because of this, he kept breathing down my neck and somehow, i got pretty fed up and stressed, way even before that man called me... i went there, prayed to God, "God, i hope i can last for 2 months... whether its my will to work there, You'll decide.." so, actually, deep inside me, i was hoping he won't hire me.. that man asked me what i have been doing.. and i told him.. "nothing" and i told him i'm going to this mission trip and he asked whether i could not go for it.. i said no and told him that this is very important to me.. and left the place thinking.. "how?!!" will He send me an answer? or a comfort at least? then, i took a long way home buying some ingredients for tomorrow's meeting and on the last bus home, i saw my secondary school teacher who was np crusade.. i talked to him awhile and he told me he went for missions last year and end up coming back with a great experience.. hearing from him, talking to a christian brother, i felt snapped back to reality. yes, i decided, "this is important to me.." therefore, i thank God for sending people to test me and my faith... i thank God that i'm not changed because of circumstances and i changed because i want to follow Him.. this is what i committed myself 10 months ago after i came back from nagoya.. thank you Jesus! i'm loving You more and more!!
yar.. one last thing.. ANDY!! yar.. i guess this is already the first test of faith we're all facing ler.. its always FAITH and putting our faith in Jesus and trusting Jesus to work with our faith.. let us also unite together as a team in prayer and in faith that the Lord will clear all the obstacles Andy is facing right now... ANDY will go Nagoya... i believe!! so, minasan, gambatte kudasai ne~
Yuu at 7:27:00 PM